Divine Focus Diary: Day 5

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My Intent for this 108-Day Voyage

Who knows what the actual number is and it may change daily, but we average about 50,000 to 60,000 thoughts per day. Many of these thoughts we are not conscious of and many aren't too loving toward our self or others.

It occurred to me that in a world of so many addictions, we are addicted to our thoughts and feelings. That if you really focus on your thoughts and feelings day-to-day, you would notice most of them are very similar. If it is true that these are the source of most of our experiences, then it would be most beneficial to be master of our thoughts and feelings.

It occurred to me as a spiritual knowledge seeker, we are very focused on "positive" thoughts. When it seems to me it is more accurate to say that if there is a Divine Truth to Divine Love Intelligence (Divine Love Intelligence as other words for God) then when I think/feel about me or others in alignment with Divine Love Intelligence than I am not thinking/feeling positive...I am thinking/feeling TRUTH. Every thing else is thinking/feeling LIES. This jives very harmoniously with the First Agreement (be impeccable) from The Four Agreements book by Don Miguel Ruiz.

It also occurred to me that we limit ourselves so much when we look with our physical eyes and pretty much declare "this is all there is...this is what is true about me...etc." The physical for most is technically a creation of past thoughts/feelings. For most of us, it takes vigilant intention and attention to what we desire to create with our thoughts and feelings before the outer (physical) matches up with these thoughts and feelings.

With all of this in mind, I have two main intentions for these 108 days:
1. To see my self and others more in alignment with the way the angels, Ascended Masters and the like see us humans. In my mind is that they see us as Divine Well-Beings, incredibly awesome, blessed, amazing, magnificent, able, loved, already perfect and the like.
2. To continue to affirm the truth of this Divinity until the outer matches up with the inner.
3. To be as present in each moment as I seem able.
4. To assume each moment is perfect, even if I can't understand how. In other words no need to analyze it or agonize over it. Instead, detached viewing of it as I allow it flow through me.
5. To graciously and gracefully be open to, welcome, accept, enjoy and appreciate all the love and assistance from God, the Universe and all aspects, faces and hands of God I am able to in each moment.
6. To be more focused on serving and being excited about ways I may create and welcome opportunities to earn money (and enjoy and appreciate these creations) than what I need or what I want to spend money on. Circulation. To have my truth about wealth and money be the same as Divine Truth.
7. To merge with my Mighty I AM Presence. Becoming that for which I have forever been...my Mighty I AM Presence. As I center myself in the knowing of the Light of Who I Am,
as this first wave of human Souls in full embodiment of the new I Am Avatar Blueprint, a full body upgrade in downloads of Light, for the new Adam Kadmon Blueprint of Light,
through the direction of my Mighty I Am Presence.

Here's what makes this seem like a voyage to me, like an exploratory vacation to a place I've never journeyed to before (and a huge break through in being comfortable with uncertainty): I believe and trust that my journey, while in a way may be considered Universal, will be completely unique to me. Meaning a part of me expects it to be glorious. A part of me hopes it will bring me to a place where I am thrilled to wake up each day excited about what this day will bring and unfold for me. And so I don't want to limit what this experience may be by putting some sort of specific form or something like that which I expect to "have" when the 108 days are over (November 23, 2010).

Oh yeah, and if anyone else has read this far down, one of my other intents is to strengthen my conscious connection with Divine Love. I don't wish to just intellectually put "lip service" to what I "think" a connection with my divinity will mean or look like based on what I've read from others or how I "should" be, etc. I wish to have my own experience of what it feels like to be cradled in the heart of God...to feel comfortable in The Presence for as long as I am able...to strengthen this connection, cultivate it, grow it, revel in it...devoted to this.

That's all.

Divine Focus Diary

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Day 5

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